Last post for the night

Was having a very emotional night. I don't cry that often but when I do it is realy hard on me. Tucked Karmen in and gave her a hug and kiss and then it just hit me! It used to be only like once a month that I would really think about Karmen's trip but lately it is going on a lot more often. I can't explain it but it just makes me so sad. I know it is a chance of a lifetime and I know she will have fun but her mom is sure going to miss her